my schedule II

I'm really worried i would leave out anything man. I think I've really been busy, people had been busy. Such that I'm meeting different people everyday haha. Or almost.

Sunday, supposedly a rest day but I guess watching "He's Just Not That Into You" at E!Hub is not such a bad idea. I'll get to play basketball (again) at the arcade too. To celebrate our moon's ALMOST straight As (GP is B and Chinese C!!!) and to mend zE's broken heart haha.

Monday, I'll finally be inviting Dhatch to my place, which is messy everywhere. We'll watch Underworld III after I explained to her the detailed details of that of II. Trust me it would be very much detailed. For fastidious means being detailed. Then, as friends we'll be celebrating Jordan's birthday at probably city area. I think we could dine at Pepper Lunch probably somewhere near Clarke Quay, if I had enough time to go for the waitress interview.

Tuesday, I'm not sure if the swimming thing is still on but no matter what, I have to meet AiZhen for dinner at Ramen Ten early, most likely 5pm or so. Then finally going to meet cuiwen for dinner. We'll have so much to talk about, for she had been busy working since after As! My best friend since sec 1. Since we joined Air Rifle Club till it became Temasek Shooting Club till forever. Best friends never change.

Wednesday, I've promised Cherie to have lunch together but don't think cuiwen can make it. Either at Clarke Quay/Chinatown/City Hall area. I'm at a dilemma on what to do. Perhaps after IT Show then the 3 of us meet up for lunch? Or shall I just lunch with her. I'm afraid of the awkward silence haha. Okay, maybe she's excluded from that.


Anyway, I thought of this person, and I dreamt of him the other night. The last time we had a proper chat was before New Year. The last time I called, was just a short conversation. He is usually the one who calls me up even at 4 in the morning with only one motive - to ask for my opinions and suggest what he should do. He was always demanding, but sensing the vexed tone, I always try to concentrate on him and tell him whatever I feel about the situation he was in. It has been a long time since we went out or chatted, not for the purpose of him attaining his ultimate goal.

It seems that he is an ingrate. But he used to thank me for the good advices I gave, and often say I am his best female friend. Now that things are going smoothly, he doesn't need me anymore. To think I used to feel guilty that he was always the one calling me up, even though all he asked was for his own motives. Anyway, what's the use of saying this. If he suddenly calls me up out of the blue, I would probably talk to him patiently and nicely to help him settle his issues. That's why sometimes I think I'm too nice. Or naive. The feeling would be different of course. His demanding tone, his perception and stand. It's hard to relate to him already, now that we've drifted. I mean, he doesn't update me or anything or show any concern whatsoever. I think I lost a friend.


Speaking of awkward silences, all I need is a chance, to get to know you better. Why won't you give me a chance? Or, would you?